my youtube (i haven't posted much

Hi! Im Alli. I'm 19y/o and i'm currently a student. I’ve been putting off writing this page because its uncomfortable to write about myself. It feels like when i have to do a self portrait for an art class. It’s weird because i like my interests and being creative so i do “talk” about myself when it comes to this whole site by extension…but doing it directly is weird for me.

Alright. I’m an introvert and socially awkward. I’ll be real, its hard to subscribe to that description because i like talking to people. I love having good conversations. I love hanging out. When i feel drained i want to be alone, but then i feel extra drained after being alone. It’s like a cursed combination of an extroverted introvert. It’s so broken.

I like to make art. I like painting, digital art, crafting, making stories, illustrating, character design/making ocs, and world building. My other hobbies include gaming, knitting and crocheting, and rotting alive. I think i like to cook. I like anime, and mangas/manhuas/webtoons, and i want to start reading more. I like taking pictures even though I never do.

I really like nature and feeling whimsical and shit. I like to occasionally go outside and stare at the stars, shadows, clouds, and/or sunsets and wonder why I don’t go out more. I really like noticing nostalgic smells and trying to “understand” the atmosphere of places I go.

I have found myself to be very indecisive, and unmotivated. That’s part of the reason I’m making this website. I’m telling myself, “this is long term, work on it when you feel like it, no pressure”, and, “you have full range creative expression, no rules, just make something”. On top of that, I am interested in making my own little space instead of using social media. I’ve found that I hate posting everywhere else. I hate the experience of being on those sites even though I can’t get myself off them. I hate how they put you in little boxes and could delete you at any moment. So… even though it feels like i’m talking into the void, this is more fun. :>

heres a little guy for ya

with compassion